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Day 50 – February 19th

I am working on unlearning being controlling.  I actually believed that I HAD to do all that I was doing, and that if i didn’t stay on top of others, that they might not do what I thought THEY HAD to do.

WOW, that was a lot of work.  I was often  exhausted and usually disappointed.  Rarely, did things go exactly as I expected them to go, and rarely did others do what I thought they should.

Learning to live in ease and acceptance is so much simpler and joyful, and – yet, I catch myself slipping back into my old ways of trying to run the show.  I become extremely uncomfortable and feel frustrated and misunderstood.

The good news, I can keep on practicing letting go, over and over again – and I DO!

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